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"Cheesey"Thanks PC!
I can't remember if it was Pack93z that made the "Cheesey SI cover" for me.....i THINK it was him. I thought it would make a cool avatar.

Actually it was Nathaniel who made that one. And yes, very well done.

"IronMan"

"Cheesey"Thanks PC!
I can't remember if it was Pack93z that made the "Cheesey SI cover" for me.....i THINK it was him. I thought it would make a cool avatar.

Actually it was Nathaniel who made that one. And yes, very well done.

Thats very possible.........i feel bad if i didn't give the right credit. It's just been SUCH a long time since it was made, i wasn't sure.
But i DO love it!!!

I loved your interview, Cheesey!
I'm sorry I missed your hard time while I was away, but needless to say I'm ecstatic you pulled through.

I had to notice that you added the extra "e" to "unmistakable," which I assume was as intentional as adding the "e" to "Cheesey"? ;)

I totally know where you're coming from when it comes to suffering. I've always hoped my death comes suddenly and painlessly.
I know it's a shock to the family when someone is suddenly just gone, and suffering gets them a chance to grieve ahead of time, but what's in it for me?

Oh, and using the gold text was a beautiful touch. Why didn't I think of that?

"Nonstopdrivel"I loved your interview, Cheesey!
I'm sorry I missed your hard time while I was away, but needless to say I'm ecstatic you pulled through.

I had to notice that you added the extra "e" to "unmistakable," which I assume was as intentional as adding the "e" to "Cheesey"? ;)

I totally know where you're coming from when it comes to suffering. I've always hoped my death comes suddenly and painlessly.
I know it's a shock to the family when someone is suddenly just gone, and suffering gets them a chance to grieve ahead of time, but what's in it for me?

Oh, and using the gold text was a beautiful touch. Why didn't I think of that?

Pack93z deserves credit for the gold text. He did it.....and very nicely, i might add!
Yes.......i did pull through.......although somtimes i'm still trying to figure out why.
I know there must be SOME reason i'm still here.......i just wish i could figure out what it is.
Honestly, at times i feel ripped off........as if Heaven was yanked away from me at the last second.
I'm in alot of pain today........(pretty
much every day since surgery) I CAN see little improvements. I just wasn't prepared for the after surgery effects.
Thats one thing that bugs me........no one really told me what to expect after surgery. I mean, i KNEW there would be pain, thats a given. But how long should i expect to feel this bad? What can i expect next? I felt like i was at the "drive thru" at the hospital. I half expected "Would you like fries with that?" on my way out. I was out of the hospital 3 days after surgery, with NO idea of what to do.
But i rambled enough i guess.......sorry.

My friend, if you could have watched what they did to your body during that procedure, you'd KNOW why you still feel so bad.
I'm grateful, for your sake, you didn't get to see it.
You'd never want to go near a doctor again.
There's this myth that surgery is delicate art, like painting.
Far from it!
I've seen garbage collectors who work with more delicacy.
But enough of my macabre histrionics.

May I gently suggest that a glance at your left hand might give a clue as to why you're still condemned to traverse this vale of tears a while longer? :D

"Nonstopdrivel"My friend, if you could have watched what they did to your body during that procedure, you'd KNOW why you still feel so bad.
I'm grateful, for your sake, you didn't get to see it.
You'd never want to go near a doctor again.
There's this myth that surgery is delicate art, like painting.
Far from it!
I've seen garbage collectors who work with more delicacy.
But enough of my macabre histrionics.

May I gently suggest that a glance at your left hand might give a clue as to why you're still condemned to traverse this vale of tears a while longer? :D

What!?!? My LEFT hand??? What did you see me do with my le..........OH.......i get it!!!
Yeah......i know......my wife would be all alone. And it's not like i wish that on her. I just feel like there MUST be more. And i just haven't seen it yet.
Is there some greater purpose then that for me? I just can't help but wonder.
My wife calls me a "prophet". Thinks i'm still here for a bigger reason.
But then she gets mad at me, cause i'm alot less patient because of the constant pain, i get grumpy, and she calls me all kinds of other things.
It's been such a roller coaster.

All I have to say is if you took everything life has thrown at you with perfect equanimity, I would have to draw the conclusion that you didn't really care one way or the other, and that would be unfortunate.
I personally think that apathy is the most toxic human condition imaginable.

"Nonstopdrivel"All I have to say is if you took everything life has thrown at you with perfect equanimity, I would have to draw the conclusion that you didn't really care one way or the other, and that would be unfortunate.
I personally think that apathy is the most toxic human condition imaginable.

Wat?
lol

Stop with the big words!

Heh, to state it another way:
Only saints take everything in stride, and I don't believe saints exist.